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Im a MWM in mid forties. My sex life with my wife is regular but rather pedestrian. About a year ago I discovered that my self gratification is enhanced with some anal stimulation. I started with fingers and enema tips and eventually progressed to larger objects. I can now easily take butt plugs, normal sized dildos and vibrators. Hence my dilemma. To be frank, I dont find men attractive in that way. I have no desire for a boy friend, a relationship or to anything remotely similar to romance with another man. I will however admit to a curiosity and desire to find out what it feels like to have a real dick up my ass. What does THAT feel like? Can you feel it when they cum in you? I would love to find out. Not sure what this makes me or says about me but there it is.