I was raised being very naïve and taught sex was bad. My first ever sexual experience was with an older boy. It opened my eyes to the pleasures that can be achieved through my sexual desires. My desires are strong both men and women and I strive to ensure they receive the same sexual pleasure as I am. I love everything about sex. The mental, physical and yes, the feeling of a truly intense orgasm when all things work in harmony.

Don

The “nature of desire” is that as I begin my journey away from this world that I will take courage in knowing that whatever I have achieved in a sexually healing way will infuse me with the courage to continue this journey that all of we will make someday. My achievements may not have been great, but they occurred in such a way that it has prepared me to walk that last mile and not to look back and feel as if I missed something that might have made me a better individual – both sexually and intellectually. Do I still miss that I have no one to accompany me on some part of this road of sexual desire and fulfilment, of course I do, I freely admit to not making this last journey of sexual desire in a more outright manner. Even if I had done so, it would have not made the end any better. Is there still time to pursue a more physical ending? Of course there is, but basic health issues cannot be overlooked at the expense of learning to tend to one’s self and adjust emotionally and sexually. Young Gay Men should enjoy themselves – not at the expense of others – but to enjoy and walk the healing and nurturing road to sexual pleasure for one’s self, and for his partner, whomever that may be, as well.

Richard Anthony

I have always seen the nature of my SEXUAL DESIRES, as a step by step guide to my SEXUAL SATISFACTION. It’s actually quite spiritual for me, as I feel I am being guided, both physically and emotionally by a SACRED ENERGY.


So What is The Nature of Your Desire. Please leave a comment below

10 thoughts on “The Nature of Desire

  1. Seb
    I have been aware of you for perhaps thirty years or more ?Is it really that long when I first saw your masseur advertisements when I was visiting London? But I was too shy to ask for a massage . Now I live a long long way from your country and I am thirty years older and regret we never met .The other side of the world in fact.
    So if others read this, do not regret ,do not turn from your desires. One day it will be too late and the chance of a magick experience might be lost to you for ever ,

  2. YOU HAVE TO BE LUCKY TO CLICK WITH A GUY THAT YOU FEEL VERY ATTRACTED TO AS WELL AS COMFORTABLE WITH.
    I DO NOT KNOW IF I WOULD HAVE THE BALLS TO TAKE A MAN’S COCK OUT OF HIS PANTS AND SUCK HIS DICK OF I JUST MET HIM AS I READ HERE.
    MAYBE I WOULD IF I HAD CONFIDENCE
    IN MYSELF AT THE MOMENT.
    AUGUST

  3. I’ve recently engaged in sexual healing myself. For some time I’ve been talking to this man online. 47 years old, married to a woman. A woman who doesn’t love him, lives off of him as a non working housewife. She doesn’t like to clean, she doesn’t like to cook, she doesn’t like to do anything other than sit around all day playing CandyCrush and watch Netflix. When their 2 kids were younger, she never liked to get them from daycare.

    All these duties befell her husband, alongside working to provide for his family. This hero of a man, let’s call him ”Joe”, was all but spent in body and soul. Exhausted, exploited, unloved, sexually frustrated.

    And so, we started talking on a gay hookup app, the same way I always meet new men. The stories he tells me comes from the place beyond grief and despair – from the place of desillusion and apathy.

    So, long story short, we decided to meet. And talk. I went to his home at the opportune moment when his wife and kids were out of town for the weekend. When I first saw him, I was amazed at how he looked about 15 years younger than his age, or picture. Insanely handsome, without knowing it. Usually it’s the opposite. But there was that sense of sadness and extreme fatigue in his eyes. The kind you see in someone who truly thinks they don’t deserve any better than what they currently have.

    He tells me more anecdotes from his day-to-day life, and how he doesn’t really know what he is doing with me or why he made an account on a gay hookup app.

    But we know. Everyone who reads this site, this shrine of Masculinity knows.

    This man was a broken hero, and I was determined to treat him as such. As he’s talking I drew closer to him. He smiled awkwardly and said he wasn’t sure if this felt right. I said he didn’t have to do a thing, and then I opened his pants. His cock was hard, sweatty and thick. I sucked it several times that night. Over and over until Joe simply couldn’t get hard anymore. I must have swallowed a pint of his seed. He never touched my cock, but I took care of that myself. Spewed several loads while he Joe watched.

    That’s the only detail I’m gonna go into. This is not meant to be sex story.

    This is about helping out a hero. Someone who had felt unappreciated for years and years. When I left Joe (at aroung 3 in the morning), he was changed. He glowed. His eyes radiated a new lease on life, gratitude, and happiness. It really made my week, and I felt priveleged to have aided him in his needs. Before I left we hugged and he said ”Thank you for listening to me whine and… for all the rest. Damn I needed that. I told him softly (inspired by this site) ”You’re a god, Joe. Don’t ever forget that. Thank you for sharing your life and your body with me.” He the held me even tighter. Then I left. We might see each other again at the next oppotunity, although it will probably be quite a while.

    There are so many amazing dudes out there who go through life unappreciated. If you get the chance to heal someone with sex, make sure you take it! My god, it takes so little to restore someone’s hope and belief in themselves.
    It’s also pleasurable for oneself for sure, but it’s also becomes different when you go into it with the mindset to heal. Suck a men’s cocks, guys. Suck a lot of them.

  4. I was raised being very naive and taught sex was bad. My first ever sexual experience was with an older boy. It opened my eyes to the pleasures that can be achieved through my sexual desires. My desires are strong both men and women and I strive to ensure they receive the same sexual pleasure as I am. I love everything about sex. The mental, physical and yes, the feeling of a truly intense orgasm when all things work in harmony.

    1. The “nature of desire” is that as I begin my journey away from this world that I will take courage in knowing that whatever I have achieved in a sexually healing way will infuse me with the courage to continue this journey that all of we will make someday. My achievements may not have been great, but they occurred in such a way that it has prepared me to walk that last mile and not to look back and feel as if I missed something that might have made me a better individual – both sexually and intellectually. Do I still miss that I have no one to accompany me on some part of this road of sexual desire and fulfillment, of course I do, I freely admit to not making this last journey of sexual desire in a more outright manner. Even if I had done so, it would have not made the end any better. Is there still time to pursue a more physical ending? Of course there is, but basic health issues cannot be overlooked at the expense of learning to tend to one’s self and adjust emotionally and sexually. Young Gay Men should enjoy themselves – not at the expense of others – but to enjoy and walk the healing and nurturing road to sexual pleasure for one’s self, and for his partner, whomever that may be, as well.

      1. Thank you Richard Anthony, for your Words of wisdom. Just once in a very blue moon, some one writes something on my website that is so profound, that I have to actually read more than 100 times. Good luck on your sacred journey. Bless You

    2. Hey Seb, the nature of my desire is totally individual, I found this post the hardest to desire as my gaze will linger and focus in on particular men, not in a regular 1 second flick book. Trying to manipulate pause and back or forward killed not only desire but the page kept quitting on me…… the digital equivalent of a soft cock?
      I need to linger and zoom in on the men that arrest my gaze and then I can savour my desire of them, off the clock…..

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