I am really glad to have discovered this site and the fact that i am not alone in my desire for men and their cocks. Even before I was married, i knew I was more gay than straight. Oddly enough, though i lusted for men and their hairy cocks, i walked the straight and narrow for more than 25 years. It may help to understand that the society i lived in then and still do today, is extremely conservative and homophobic. The punishment for gay sex is imprisonment. Its a Asian country. I started indulging my gayness only when it became easier to meet men online. I am now over 60 and have been gay active for the past 12 years. I thought i was weird or perverted until i discovered that the men i met were in a similar situation. Currently, i am in a relationship of sorts with another married man. Its been ongoing for nearly 4 years. i am dismayed to realise that i am in love with him, and feel that if i were to tell him this, i would lose him. Jo

Hey Jo. Men react in strange ways to that word, ”love”. So yeah, you could very well lose him is you say it. Just leave well enough alone. After all, have him already since 4 years back. So, just enjoy your time with him, without putting a name on what you two have. Instead, let your body show him how you feel. Hold him tight, caress him, give him intense pleasure. Show your love the way Men do – physically. Best of luck to you both.

Ben

5 thoughts on “The Straightened Arrow

  1. It was years after I was married that I realized that I was, in fact, a homosexual. I have always lusted for men. Even before I knew what gay was, I felt a strange attraction to men. But being a teenager, I thought that it was something different. I knew I felt different! I did have several girlfriends, but I always fantasized about sucking a big cock when I was having sex with them. I remember a college girlfriend having suspicions about me. She had bought a Playgirl magazine as a gag gift for one of her friends. We looked through it together when she first bought it. We both were in awe of some of the large cocks. I started getting an erection. She asked “are all these dicks turning you on? Are you a fag?” I had to think quick! I said “no, I’m turned on by you wanting them” Well, that worked! But over the next month I kept asking to look at the magazine. She finally threw it away! I immediately went out and bought my own. I used that magazine for countless jerk off sessions! But I still didn’t know I was gay.
    I finally got married. Still had male fantasies. Then the internet came along!! I was in heaven! About 5 years ago, at 45 years old, I knew for a fact that I was gay. All of my fantasies, porn, thoughts were about men. My wife still doesn’t know. I’m in the process of seeking a male companion, around my age, to have fun on the side with. Whatever happens will be ok!

  2. Hey Jo. Men react in strange ways to that word, ”love”. So yeah, you could very well lose him is you say it. Just leave well enough alone. After all, have him already since 4 years back. So, just enjoy your time with him, without putting a name on what you two have. Instead, let your body show him how you feel. Hold him tight, caress him, give him intense pleasure. Show your love the way Men do – physically. Best of luck to you both.

  3. Well, crooked arrows are kinda worthless. And closing one eye when aiming is a noob maneuver.

    “Straight” is a relic of an earlier time, just as “coming out” originally meant like a debutante. “Going straight” meant giving up men; today, of course, this is seen as impossible because surely the bigots will leave us alone if being gay is an immutable, inherited trait. What’s a eugenics? (Seriously, sometimes I can’t help but mock the upper-class white gay activist for being so rich and white.)

    What’s interesting is “straight”, “erect”, and “right” in the directional since already had moral meanings in ancient Greek, but people still think that use had anything to do with sex.

  4. This page has so much info the Letter from Jo most of us have been through the same I found the best way to deal with it was to enjoy every second , no pressures ever you have had four years with many more to come so
    Always 1×1 stay healthy clean you both have to be extremely careful women are all suspicious bloodhounds ace detectives notice everything out of the normal you need password safe on everything , after four years you should know your partners feelings for you by instinct now,
    Mel

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