I had a hard time accepting my homosexuality. I married a woman twenty years ago. At the time I thought I was bisexual, although she didn’t know it. But over the past 5 years or so, I’ve come to realize that I’m a homosexual. I only masturbate to men, my only fantasies are men, even when I have sex with my wife. I started watching gay porn a few years ago and I had never been so turned on. I also sucked a few cocks in college, but I thought I was just experimenting. But it wasn’t. I loved sucking cock. Homosexuality wasn’t as accepted at the time(late 80’s). During college, I did have several girl friends that questioned my sexuality. I would always pretend to get offended. In reality I was relieved that they might know. I even had a friend that told me “ I know you’re gay.” I asked her how she knew. She said there’s something about the way you act when hot guys are around!! Finally in my late 40’s I began to accept the cock lover I am. I have embraced my love for the masculine! As of now, my wife still doesn’t know, but I think she suspects. I’m hoping to soon open up to her.

Shane

I am slowly cumming around to being homosexual; I sucked my first dick last month (I am 50) and I felt excited and erotic and somewhat empowered. Listening to the above from Shane is similar to me; I want to sample more cock now more than ever. Sitting typing this has given me a huge hard on and I’m going to masturbate to the pictures on this website, dreaming of plucking the courage to take my next cock in my mouth, this time finishing him to completion!

Cameron

It took me a long time to accept my homosexuality but eventually I did in my late twenties. Before that I tried to persuade myself that I’m straight and I had girlfriends but then I realised that I can’t even have sex with them as I can’t get an erection. Then I started to date guys and here I am a cock sucker who can’t think of anything else but gay sex.

Steve

To Shane: Looks like you are describing me. You are a my mirror image. If you ever want to discuss in private emails let me know and I would be happy to talk to someone exactly like me. Cheers

Charles

6 thoughts on “The Cock Lover I Am

  1. I am slowly cumming around to being homosexual; I sucked my first dick last month (I am 50) and I felt excited and erotic and somewhat empowered. Listening to the above from Shane is similar to me; I want to sample more cock now more than ever. Sitting typing this has given me a huge hard on and I’m going to masturbate to the pictures on this website, dreaming of plucking the courage to take my next cock in my mouth, this time finishing him to completion!

  2. I have been attracted to cocks since I was young but I have only had sex with men a few times. Due to my shyness I cannot solicit or be forward in any way. How do I find men who just want sex ?

  3. To Shane above:
    Looks like you are describing me. You are a my mirror image.
    If you ever want to discuss in private emails let me know and I would be happy to talk to someone exactly like me
    Cheers
    Charles

    1. Hi Charles! I’d love to chat privately with you. I love meeting and chatting with other men in my situation. Let me know how to contact you.
      Shane

  4. It took me a long time to accept my homosexuality but eventually I did in my late twenties. Before that I tried to persuade myself that I’m straight and I had girlfriends but then I realised that I can’t even have sex with them as I can’t get an erection. Then I started to date guys and here I am a cock sucker who can’t think of anything else but gay sex. 😉

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